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Hello, I’m Pratibha, and I’m grateful to share my testimony with you in my own words. In 2024, I faced numerous challenges and went through many ups and downs. I lost hope, self-confidence, courage, trust, and the strength to continue fighting. I had already been struggling, but then, in September, another misfortune struck me.
By this point, I had completely lost hope. Without realizing it, I put my hand on my left breast and felt something that didn’t seem right. I checked both sides and noticed a difference. Panic set in, and I became even more frightened. I was already struggling, and I didn’t have the energy to face anything else. I felt a lump in my left breast. Terrified, I turned to Google, and as we all know, Google often tells you the worst-case scenario. Cancer was all I found, and I lost myself in the fear of it. That night, I couldn’t sleep, constantly worrying about the next day and hoping it wouldn’t be cancer.
The next morning, I went to see my doctor, who advised me to do some tests. I was overwhelmed with fear as I went alone to do all the tests. I cried privately, unsure of how to tell my family if the worst happened. On September 11, I received the test results and saw the doctor again. I was advised to consult a gynecologist because the stress and pain I was experiencing were becoming unbearable. That evening, I finally told my mom everything. The pain was so intense that it was even affecting my breathing. I went to the gynecologist, who told me I would need surgery as soon as possible. I was terrified and didn’t know what to think or do.
I was mentally and physically exhausted and was ready to give up. After the examination, the doctor told me it was just a hormonal change and that I didn’t need surgery. I would be completely fine. On the way home, I felt a mix of relief and disbelief. I asked the doctor to check me again several times because I couldn’t believe that I would truly be okay.
September had been such a heavy month, and I thought I was nearing the end. But the conference on thoughts had helped me calm my mind and reminded me to have hope. It taught me that our thoughts often magnify our fears, making us imagine the worst. We forget that God is in control of everything. Every moment felt difficult, as I felt like I was facing death from every angle. Even though I knew God was there, I couldn’t fully trust Him because I had already given up. I thought of my friend who had been terrified of failing his medical exams. At the time, I didn’t understand his fear. But now, in my own pain, I realized why he had been so afraid despite being intelligent and capable. His fear, like mine, was holding him back from his dreams. I, too, had almost lost mine.
The moral of my story is that God’s plan is never to harm us but to shape us. I believe that everything I went through was part of a lesson He wanted me to learn. The most important thing was that my Father wanted His daughter back. Even though I had only held His hand out of formality and had never fully understood His love for me, Jesus changed my heart. That transformation led me to change my life in ways that aligned with His will. God healed me, both through medical treatment
and through His divine grace. He gave me back my life, my hope, my courage, and my dreams. He
loved me unconditionally for who I am, not for who I was. Now, I can see that everything that
happened was meant to show me His love, and He was always there and is, guiding me along the way.
A Turning Point in My Life
Sis. Pratibha Kuwar
Greetings to you all in the matchless name of Jesus Christ. myself Pr. D.S. Titus (President of M.C.M.I.)
I am very much happy to share my vision and my testimony. I was born and brought up in a christian
family, My father was a well know preacher named Rev. A.D. Samuel, he is the founder of
THE MIRACLE CHURCH MINISTRIES, he was a well known prophet in Mumbai
but my life was something else. I never believed in Christ I was somewhat a atheist. As time went on, I was
in all kinds of bad habits of the world, had gone with very wrong things and activities. My friend circle
everything made me more far from the Lord.
Once my dad was going to states of America as he was getting out of house a servant of God came to
meet him as he was in hurry my dad said to take care of him. My dad told him to pray, as he was going this
pastor prayed and suddenly he began to prophecy on me that I will serve the Lord in the coming days. I was very much upset with him. As my dad went, I took him to my room and began to hit him hard and he fell down. As he fell down, he was bleeding, still he began to prophecy he said God will give you three warning and that time you will come into ministry. I left the spot and went to drink. Meanwhile I was completing my masters I went into wrong connections. I got connected with a girl and I also started to learn astrology under one of great palmist of India. Somewhat I was forced into black magic and I began to get some demonic powers through which I began to operate and used to work for some people in the field of astrology.
Suddenly my girlfriend passed away and a voice came in my heart its your first warning, and then I had to go through surgery. As I was in operation theatre again a voice came in my heart that its yours second warning. But as I was very much rigid and very much involved into world these two warnings has not changed my stony heart. In between my father went to Africa and as he returned back he got infected with yellow fever and he was hospitalized and unconscious for 2 days. He was on ventilator and doctors told me that 99 % there is no chance. As my father was unconscious I slowly took his hand began to read the palm and I came to know that he have life up to 84years of age ,that time he was only 53 years. I was confident, everyone was crying but I believed in what I learned from my guru (master) and I was never wrong in my palmistry. There was a pride inside me for the thing I learned and I knew the power of it.
Suddenly my father's heart beat dropped to 25 and then 20 it was just stuck in between. Everyone from the church, India and abroad were praying. I was so rigid that I was not able to see the reality. Doctors called me said now there is no chance for your dad I got little feared and I called my guru. He picked up my phone at midnight and I explained him all the issue and he said, "have you got ever been wrong in the palmistry?" I said, no. then he asked did he get wrong anytime?', I said no guru never. Then he asked me what do you see in my father's hand I explained about the life lines and its supporters, its angels all the astrological term. He said don't worry nothing will happen. I was so confident from inside. Again doctors called and said that they need to slit the side of his throat to have proper breathing I said go ahead cut it because I was so much confident of my astrology and my guru. Almost 6 to 7 hrs. passed away still my dad's condition was same he was still fighting for life. And heart beat was at the same flow. And in unconscious state he was struggling to breath. Doctors told me may be few minutes or hours left. I got scared and I called my guru again but this what he said shook me. He said now everything is upon God. I felt like the ground which I stood was removed. In anger I said some bad words to my guru and he cut the line. I was very much disturbed and confused. Then again the voice came in my heart that this is the 3rd warning from God. Then I began to cry and I think it was after many years I prayed to god. I said god forgive me for all my mistakes, heal my dad if you don’t heal him I will become the more worst I could . I will spoil all the churches and pastors whoever may be. In sense I was trying to blackmail god. Because I was not knowing what is going on and what I was suppose to do. While praying suddenly I began to weep so hard I knew God has caught me.
I went to ICU I saw my dad he was lying unconscious struggling for life. I bow down to his ears and said dad you go to heaven I will look after the church. And in the ICU I cried aloud looking towards heaven before doctors and nurse said God if you heal my dad or not still I will serve you. I will do your work in your calling. As I said so the monitor in ICU beeped out, my dad promoted to heaven. And the day was 23rd October 2007 at 11:30 pm.
From that day till now I am serving god faithfully. More than 18 pastors have build and trained under our church and now serving Lord's Kingdom . Still moving ahead only by the grace, love and mercy of my lord Jesus Christ. Thanking you,
Pr. D.S. Titus
My Testimony
Rev.D.S.Titus
Praise the Lord, It's a blessing for me to share my testimony with others and be a blessing to so many. So let me begin with my name, I am Nicole Titus Daniel, born and brought up in Mumbai (India). I am married to Rev.D.S.Titus and we are blessed with one son, named Godwin Titus Daniel. I am from a non Christian background but God has chosen me from my mother's womb. When I was 5 to 6 years old, that was the period where my parents accepted Christ as their savior and got baptized. I was naive to understand this belief but I used to go church. I used to enjoy the Sunday school stories and songs which attracted me towards spirituality.
Somewhere I developed the love for Jesus and started believing that He belongs to me and I have someone who loves me unconditionally. My parents and my pastor taught me to pray and ask God whatever you want. And I started practicing it. So whatever things I need whether it was a pencil or good score in my exams God used to answer me. This developed a Faith inside me. As I was growing in age, God utilized me to share the Gospel and save souls. In the tender age unknowingly God utilized me to save few souls and I am glad till date they are in Christ. I was not aware there was a divine calling upon me but I was enjoying the process of being utilized by God.
Now like every other child I dreamt for my future, career, studies and planned everything for my life. According to Jeremiah 29:11 God has different plans for me and I was moving according to my plans but when I was in my 10th Grade before my exams I got sick and detected a disease of Tuberculosis. That was the point, my plans got completely shattered. I got weak physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually too. I was hospitalized and on my bed I thought these were the last days of my life. But my mother who is a prayer warrior encouraged me with the word of God and developed a hope for life. So in the hospital we both used to pray for other patients. I experienced the miraculous thing that when I prayed for others my health started recovering and I found myself praying for others gave a great satisfaction and Joy inside me.
This instance of my life gave me a heart to feel and carry the burden of others. After my long gap of health issues, l continued my studies and by faith appeared for my board exams. God blessed me with good scores. In this whole process of illness I experienced the Love of Jesus Christ and built a great intimacy with my God. I got baptized and God gifted me with His spiritual gifts. I continued my studies and prepared myself for the Aviation Industry. But God was about to mold my life completely. My mind was planning a flourishing career but the spirit was prompting my marriage. Since Childhood I developed one habit that for every decision of my life I ask God and for this I kept on asking God. God gave me a lot of confirmation but then also my mind was not ready to accept because somewhere I know it will be an altogether different life for me as I was supposed to get married to a pastor. But everything happened in God's will. I struggled a lot to settle myself into the design. My married life was a complete new journey for me.
Being a pastor's wife there were a lot of opinions, man made discipline, way of being spiritual. To make myself perfect in every expectation I ended up in frustration, lost. In this race I lost my intimacy with God. I want to be perfect, I can't make a mistake, I am the person where people look up to, dress in a certain way etc...all these things were always on my mind. Continuous criticism of not being a perfect person for the ministry took me through depression. Because of it my marriage suffered and my pregnancy suffered. I gave up, I was lost, entertaining suicidal thoughts. All these things were happening with me in the background and I was going to church, doing my duties, and interacting but nobody knew about the battle I was going through. I was the worship leader of the church and still was struggling with faithlessness. I was completely broken and thought my life would be the same. Because I developed one thought that mass rejection means If God's people reject you then God also rejects you.
Evil tried to fill my mind with all these thoughts but Jesus never left me throughout all these processes. He reminded me and gave a word from John 11:22 , "Even now, I know that whatever you ask God he will give you. "Even now "... this word pierced my heart and finally I ran towards my Heavenly Abba. I cried and repent to God and began to seek Him. Lord gave me a heart to forgive others and brought me to come out of guilt and depressive heart. Slowly and gradually the Holy Spirit lead me towards the path God has designed for me and pour His wisdom on me to understand my calling. From all the broken pieces of my life, He made me into a vessel which carries new wine. Through God's grace He gave me an understanding to balance every section and responsibilities of my life and ministry.
When I look back towards my life every stones I bear and every hatred I suffered all these suffering has built a character of Jesus in me. "Love of Jesus". Now I am serving my God along with my husband and my family. Sufferings, challenges are still on but the Joy of the Lord is my strength. I specifically know I am called to love the unloved and manifest Christ in me. Eventually I realized if you are the chosen one and appointed for the divine purpose then there will be evil forces working to demolish your calling through situations, people which you can see in the Bible too. For instance, Jesus, Moses, Joseph. So the process of rejection is the part of my calling. Lord prepared me and till today He is making me into His perfection.
So testimony is not ended here, it's still building. I glorify my God for every pain and Joy of my life because He is the one who ordained every step for me. I want to encourage the people who feel alone and going through rejection there is someone who loves you unconditionally and you are precious in His sight and His name is Jesus. Call upon Him and He will wipe your tears and will never forsake you. May God bless you all.
Thank You.